Missed Connection W4M #535839 City Sport Markets & Shopping, Boston

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I have been thinking about posting something for the 4th but I gave up when I knew it would just mean to add more pain and sadness. But I could not help to think that for the 2nd year I wish we had been together. I had my 4th of July party at my friend's apartment in front of the Commons, and I am sure you went to your friends' party in a hotel somewhere in the Cambridge side.

Last year, when I came from the other side of the world, I had a dream: to spent this time with you, to make a toast and hold hands, to look into your eyes, to hug and kiss you, having the fireworks in front of us. I embraced this country, this holiday and this culture because of you, and because I though we had a future together. I wanted to be as much as possible one of you, and made you feel proud of me.

Still hurts all the dreams broken, still hurts your absent, still hurts your words "from the time you saw me in the parking lost you had had to figure out I did not want to have anything with you". Easy to say. Hard to understand when in front of you there was a leftover of a woman who fought until the end, tireless, to be with you.

The 4th had passed, and yesterday I was in my way to the cinema when passing by the front of the sport store I saw you inside. My heart and my legs stopped. For a moment my shadow and you shadow overlapped in the door glass. I was tempted to get into the store and said hello, hug you, say that every day I try to forget and forgive you. I pray for that, really, I do. And I also pray you never ever hurt anyone else the way you did with me, with or without intention. But the last time we talked you insulted me in a way that made me feel the most miserable person in the face of the earth. Pretty unfair for someone who made only one mistake: loved you beyond human limits.

So I just hugged you seeing our reflection in the glass, and said a short prayer, and I walked away. I have been telling me it was the right thing to do... walk away.

I have never thought I was going to see you again. It was not your neighborhood,and usually you go to REI, but for a reason I could never understand I am still running into you.

The movie I saw was so sweet, I wish you were by my side.

Date of Encounter: Sunday July 06, 2008

Posted: July 07, 2008 04:48PM PST
Posted in: Markets & Shopping / City Sport

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